5…4…3…2…Too Late

I had no idea what the fuck elipses were when I wrote this.

Today was going to be a normal one, or so I thought……
I went into the kitchen and put my dirty dishes in the sink……
I opened the fridge door and took out a number of things, too many to mention……
I took out a knife that was in the holder on the counter……the longest one to cut……the sharpest….
Cutting piece by piece my delicious treat for later on…..for later on…..will I enjoy it then?……
Music playing randomly from the TV, I had no time to look….only to listen……
For a split second my trans of thought……where could it have gone??………….
“Shhhhheeecccaaaaa” was what I yelled, it was better than cursing…..
“Don’t use those any more! Why weren’t you careful???” 
I was careful, it can happen to anyone. It’s not like a slit my wrist……
Now I know the feeling.

© 2001 DiRtY